dont sweat it,when i first started years ago i was like that,while i love killing them,the more seasons that you get beneath your belt you come to a time to where you just simply love being out there chasing them weather you kill them or
not.one thing is for sure,the guys who have all the best hot spots and tag out on a couple hot 2 year olds in the first couple days then their season is over,will not be the hunter you will be down the road when their hot spots are gone.every day you are out there you will learn something new,weather you see it or
not.you learn from your mistakes,become a better woodsman.their has been seasons when i have lost 10 pounds and didnt get my second one untill 5 in the evening on the last day of the season.those seasons taught me
alot.now i never even think weather i will kill one or not and just get out there.if i do i do,but i enjoy every minute of it.since i have came to this mind set it also seems easier to kill them,and each year god seems to bless with all my tags filled.